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Saturday, April 30, 2011

Happy May Day

Happy May Day everybody!!!

Friday, April 22, 2011

after one week

so...
i have been quiet for a week. had event last sunday, 
and, what should i tell you right now.
as you know my life had been changed about 3-4months already
i have to grow as mature, but my mind still likes a child
i like cartoon, kidding. but i never understand myself when i 've mad or i take something very serious.

i was bit proud that my event i lead was success. we know we havent much profit in money/cash. 
but we made people happy, feels together, and enjoy its.

i was worrying at one day before the event. i think my brain will blow and messed up.
i dont have to worry about it now. it's already end.

now, for another weekend, i will think for vacation or trip somewhere closer with my buddies. 
4-6weeks we dont get out to get fun .
we plans to go to village, but still dont know when.

and for romance thing. 
i have no idea about it. likes impossible for me, but i do have a chance.
i just have to keep it , 
plant good seed, water and give it nutrition. and hope the love will grow soon. hehe :D

happy easter day and have good weekend everybody

Friday, April 15, 2011

Peanut

i was feeling "peanut" yesterday...


LIKES A NUT

Tuesday, April 12, 2011

i cant take this feels anymore...ugh

it's raining this evening. and i'm feeling in a mess. UGH~~~~~
i dont know why my father isnt understand me, 
i'm the youngest  , but i feels there's any love left from my father to me.
i'm 18yrs, and yes i need attention from my father and he should lead me to the right things
but this time i do all by myself. rarely talk with him.
and try to get experience in this life. 
i know i'm not likes ordinary boy in orientation. but i'm same in anyway.

Monday, April 11, 2011

sickness

i'm not feeling well today,
the most things i feel for some week, is my stomach, left side.
i dont know it's my side or my kidney.

i feels it really hurt when i hold my pee. and sometimes bit hurt when i hungry. seems complicated problem for me.
and this morning. when i woke up , my throat is sore, likes dry.
hurt and strange when i swallow food/ water.
i might need rest, because i havent off from work for 5 days.
and there's much things i 've to do beside work.
i should prepare things before event next sunday.
oh. God. give me healthy. please.

Saturday, April 9, 2011

miss you

i dont know mean of my dream this afternoon. 
but,,,i was bit scared and missed someone, my grandpa.
after went to red-cross for ensure something about event that i'm going to do next week.
i took a nap, 
i dream that my aunt was looking for something , i try to help .
suddenly, i can see clearly on my dream, i saw my grandpa. 
he said what can he do to help .


then i try to wake up, my body was shiver.. 
i hope he's good in other place to live. hugs grandpa

Thursday, April 7, 2011

ggggrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr!!!

yesterday was bad, i lost $3 of cell phone bill,
i clicked bad things when i browse with my phone browser for download game.
and i felt very bad.. :( :((
sad and angry. i was too stupid about it.
then i lost something from my draft box,
kinda poem that i made when i go home 2 days ago,
i edited it, then save it, but dont know why it 's not in my draft box when i check later.
i tried to check my saved box, but nothing,
i was going to post that here.
sorry...

Tuesday, April 5, 2011

complicated

there are complicated things in my mind today.
should i do everything by myself? or it's kinda test for me...
but why nobody can understand my feels??
wish i was there with you now..

Sunday, April 3, 2011

FYI

i hope you who read my blog understand what i write.
because my english isnt so good. 
wish you have a good day all.


regards,
ardian

Rain

what should i tell about rain?
it could be good or bad ... all depends,
still remember that i had flood tomorrow, it's not unpredictable
but the weather is change nowdays.
when people want dry and clear weather , it turns into very dry season.
and very hot , much sun shine, and lot intense
when they want rain and humid weather , it could be heavy rain ,
mixed with thunder and wind.
until the river cant contain all water, and become flood.
i had lost some of my plans because flood in 2007, the worst i ever had.
almost 3 days, 1-1.5m of water.
and i had been having exam to pass second level in high school.

hope rain could be better now and wish a beautiful rainbow afterwards...
long time no see it.

Friday, April 1, 2011

Flood

it was not good yesterday...
my father was left , and i'm kinda home alone. 
i fell asleep and raining about 1pm
 i thought it just usual rain and will stop after some mins
but i was wrong...
someone wake me up, and i get out from bed, and water in my room already...
cold cold and colder.....
it's about 30cm inside my home, and 50cm outside
i was hungry, but there's nothing because i didnt cook this morning


luckily, there's some rice left on the jar... :D hehehe


then i have fun with friends, swimming on the dirty water.. LMAO
the flood is over after 2-3hrs, then i've to clean all home. i was wondered how can i sleep tonight.


after all clean, i went outside for something and had FUN with a friend. hehe :D
i choked for many times. lol
the good news is i can use my pc again , even no internet at this moment..