stuck in the corner

so, it 's day when my life will change. after been long time i dont post anything here. 

i do busy with school, that i take diploma in nursing, im in 3rd semester now, 3 semesters left before my graduation.

but i know it wont be easy for me, especially about financial things.

it's my friends who help me, but at this moment, i feels all alone. 

dont know what should i do, my heart is screaming, my eyes almost in tears. 

i holds my emotion, but i cant , really cannot hold it anymore because lot of duty and pressure around me.