I'm Sorry

this morning, was very complicated, confused, and....... bad thing happened
i didnt mean to hurt your feeling by said that you're just my friend.
i want you understand with my condition that cant next to you because i'm far away and apart from you.
i know you like with me,and i'm feeling the same too. i like you.
you're a bear..you're my type..and i like you..i cant hide my feel
please dont angry/upset with me....it's too soon to say that i love you.
we started it as friendship, ok? and see what will happen then.
and i'll have something to do ..work, so i couldnt spend much time as usual in front of pc.
forgive me....i wont hurt you.


hugs and kisses

Aku - Part 1

Hari yang panas........*hufh*
Saatnya musim kemarau,
tapi masih ada hujan untuk mendinginkan panasnya bulan ini.
di belahan bumi utara, menjelang musim panas.
yang di selatan, siap-siap buat musim dingin.

Untuk aku...
Pasrah, jika orang tua sudah marah,
Untuk aku...
Persiapan buat melamar kerjaan,
Untuk aku...
Pokoknya yang terbaik bagi diriku,

Dompet, FlashDisk, & Handphone,
jadi satu tempat..desakan ma keyboard&mouse.
Buat kabel, digulung satu tempat di belakang monitor (tetep aja berantakan)
Rak sepatu, tepat di sebelah kanan..
(kadang gak tahan bau & nyamuk *pewh* )
sebelah kiri...Bed Sweet Bed,
untuk tidur siang + tidur malam.

Richard Marx - Right Here Waiting

Oceans apart day after day
And I slowly go insane
I hear your voice on the line
But it doesn't stop the pain

If I see you next to never
How can we say forever

Wherever you go
Whatever you do
I will be right here waiting for you
Whatever it takes
Or how my heart breaks
I will be right here waiting for you

I took for granted, all the times
That I though would last somehow
I hear the laughter, I taste the tears
But I can't get near you now

Oh, can't you see it baby
You've got me goin' crazy

Wherever you go
Whatever you do
I will be right here waiting for you
Whatever it takes
Or how my heart breaks
I will be right here waiting for you

I wonder how we can survive
This romance
But in the end if I'm with you
I'll take the chance

Oh, can't you see it baby
You've got me goin' crazy

Wherever you go
Whatever you do
I will be right here waiting for you
Whatever it takes
Or how my heart breaks
I will be right here waiting for you 

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Memory of High School

i'm really happy when i know that i'm graduated from High School,
everybody is very happy and proud that afternoon,
nothing to thought.....
just happy , happy and happy.
for me, it just way for next life.
hard to say goodbye, but we're proud each other that we're graduated.
no tears....but i'm crying because it's really difficult to loose you.
everyday....each moment that we have done....and all of our memory when we're in class.
happy, sad, laugh, cry, ....we felt its together.
no doubt...you are the best friend for me,
let it would be a good memory in every heart of you.
because you, friends....glad i could be with you
3 years together.....and i couldnt forget it.
best regards,,,,and thank you so much.

yours faithfuly, as person that you know as..
BBX

Why??

many peoples hurt me,
they offered friendship for me, but they're betrayed.
when??
when i could find someone that could cure my heart?
i cant cry anymore..my tears have been dried.
why do you hurt me?

If Teddy Bears Ruled The World

If teddy bears ruled the world,
Oh my, what a wonderful place.
Everyone would be happy.
There would be a smile on every face.

We would picnic every Sunday
At our favorite old oak tree.
We would sing and dance and prance about,
Just playing joyfully.

We would all be nice to each other
And always lend a hand.
Ready with a bear hug,
We would always understand.

We would all be happy when something nice
Happened for one of our friends
And our friendships would last forever.
Nothing would cause them to end.

We would be kind to everyone,
Not just those in our own home,
But to everyone throughout our world,
Wherever we may roam.

Yes, if teddy bears ruled the world,
What a wonderful life this would be.
Our hearts would always be happy
As we danced by the old oak tree.

Janis Miner
Copyright 1997

Still Loving You by Scorpions

Time, it needs time
To win back your love again.
I will be there, I will be there.

Love, only love
Can bring back your love someday.
I will be there, I will be there.

Fight, babe, I'll fight
To win back your love again.
I will be there, I will be there.

Love, only love
Can break down the walls someday.
I will be there, I will be there.

If we'd go again
All the way from the start,
I would try to change
The things that killed our love.