upset

i was very get down yesterday,

i know i upset everyone that i know in my life.

i'm such a useless guy . cant do anything that could help them.

i know i was unwanted by my parent.

i just another surprise child in a poor family..

but God have reason why i should born in this world.

thanks God. i know i'm not obedient boy, 

but i 'll be good person.

not bad

it's not bad week . 

just feel  not comfortable with my condition right now..

and am lonely... sigh.

anyway. i try to be happy and keep smile. :)

new number

what today is it? when last time i post something on my blog....

ugh, i almost forget. lol

May Day was on Sunday, and my guess right, lot ppl get down the road and ...............(fyi: you know what i mean)

they strived for their rights. and i do agree. most law only on company side.

have rain every evening for 3-4days... made me mad with connection . then finally i change my sim card. hehe

now, i have new number, and thanks for wonderful gprs when i use with mobile